Dear diary,
The last three times we fucked, my pussy hurt my Master's cock. I never knew pussies could hurt cocks. We hear about things like rape all the time, and read about things like FGM and vagina surgeries, where women's vaginas are (either forcfully or voluntarily) made smaller to "increase men's pleasure". So why would a too-small pussy hurt a cock? Shouldn't it feel better?
This really upset me. I don't like hurting my Master. It confuses me too, because Master comes very fast when it happens. Is that because he feels good? Or because it hurts, and he comes faster so it doesn't hurt as long?
This started after I went on the pill. I don't think it's the pill's fault. More the fact that we only just started having sex without condoms. We had never done that before. Sex without condoms has more friction =( So more lube is needed. We hardly ever use lube... until now. Does this mean we'll always have to use lube? I hope not. I want my body to be produce enough lube. I want my body to please my Master.
*cries*
Christmas season is here. I've had my first advent calendar, and decorated my first Christmas tree! It's all very exciting! But I also have all this horrible uni work. And horrible exams in January. I don't want to fail, diary. I really truly don't. But I'm doing this course for all the wrong reasons, and its so very difficult. Why oh why did I choose this course.. sigh....
Anyway.. its back to the books, to get as much done as possible before Master comes home.
Bye!!
Monday, December 22, 2008
Dear Diary
Posted by jelly at 14:54
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Your stress level (you'll lube more when you're relaxed), diet, the amount of foreplay (too much is just as bad as too little), and many other things determine the amount of lube you'll produce. Don't worry about it. Find some lube that will enhance things. Flavors and warming gels are two places to start. After all, where the lube originates isn't the important part. The important part is that you get to share it.
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